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    Bi-polar Leanings is a website creative journal, posted by Brightfire Woman, dealing with the emotional issues of living, loving and creating with cyclic mood fluctuations, and the accompanying emotional and spiritual sensitivities from a poetic point of view. 

    Should you be unfamiliar with Bipolar, perhaps a brief history?  Bi-polars were once viewed as suffers of schizophrenia. Later it was recognized as a separate disorder, initially termed Manic Depressive. Lithium was very helpful for many, except for those who would be later identified as the rapid cycling (more than 4 episodes a year) bipolar. In this decade the question became,"Are you a Bipolar I or Bipolar II?"; the division being rather or not you experienced hallucinations and paranoia during an episode.   Now we have the Young and Klerman classifications of six different subtypes of manic depression. 

    Who knows what they will decide to call us in the future or how many subtypes they will stop with. The point is there are a lot of people that have these experiences to one degree or another as a part of what is normal life for them.  And that often goes unexpressed.

    The Works, Art and Poetry, etc., unless otherwise noted are Brightfire Woman's, and express her personal beliefs and views of her own experiences in a most subjective way, being biographical in most cases.

     

    Sunday
    07Mar2010

    2006 New England Journal Reported Antidepressant Studies Withheld

     

    The makers of antidepressants like Prozac and Paxil never published the results of about a third of the drug trials that they conducted to win government approval, misleading doctors and consumers about the drugs’ true effectiveness, a new analysis has found.

    In published trials, about 60 percent of people taking the drugs report significant relief from depression, compared with roughly 40 percent of those on placebo pills. But when the less positive, unpublished trials are included, the advantage shrinks: the drugs outperform placebos, but by a modest margin, concludes the new report, which appears Thursday in The New England Journal of Medicine.

    Previous research had found a similar bias toward reporting positive results for a variety of medications; and many researchers have questioned the reported effectiveness of antidepressants. But the new analysis, reviewing data from 74 trials involving 12 drugs, is the most thorough to date. And it documents a large difference: while 94 percent of the positive studies found their way into print, just 14 percent of those with disappointing or uncertain results did. 

    http://www.nytimes.com/2008/01/17/health/17depress.html?_r=1&ex=1358226000&en=b9becee3f0d749dd&ei=5088&partner=rssnyt&emc=rss

    The researchers obtained unpublished data on the more recently approved drugs from the F.D.A.’s Web site. For older drugs, they tracked down hard copies of unpublished studies through colleagues, or using the Freedom of Information Act. They checked all of these studies against databases of published research, and also wrote to the companies that conducted the studies to ask if specific trials had been published.

    They found that 37 of 38 trials that the F.D.A. viewed as having positive results were published in journals. The agency viewed as failed or unconvincing 36 other trials, of which 14 made it into journals.

    But 11 of those 14 journal articles “conveyed a positive outcome” that was not justified by the underlying F.D.A. review, said the new study’s lead author, Dr. Erick H. Turner, a psychiatrist and former F.D.A. reviewer who now works at Oregon Health and Sciences University and the Portland Veterans Affairs Medical Center. His co-authors included researchers at Kent State University and the University of California, Riverside.

     

    Friday
    05Mar2010

    A Life In 40 Lines (Poetry)

    A Life in 40 Lines



    She was tired of life.

    It was elementary, my dear Watson.

    Life had been work, nothing but work,

    just to pass as normal. She was a mimic.

    Borrowing energy from bones and teeth

    to stir the metabolism of a slug.

    Years blurred ran together one big mishap;

    collecting traumas like a kid with trading cards.

    Trying to avoid all duplication, keeping major league,

    one of kind, lucky break with errors and mistakes.



    Awkward. It was awkward, bloody awkward,

    hearing her own voice with that nervous laugh

    saying light hearted silly ass shit, playing

    the hapless fool, feeling everything that stings

    and nothing that would feel good...

    'cept maybe the sunshine,

    when she calmed herself long enough to feel it.

    Sleepy comfort for seconds and she would say,

    Let me stay in this forever warmed and happy.

    It doesn't get any better than this, she would think.



    But she was always cold, never wanting to wake.

    Life was the shadows viewed from the distance.

    One long psychotropic drug induced crumble,

    a frontal lobe stuttering along in exhaustion.

    So on that day, well, it was like any other.

    The confusion, the distraction, the standing

    in the middle of the room lost wishing.

    Wishing she could remember all she had forgot

    where her scissors were and nail clippers...

    and her scissors, her scissors, her sissors...



    When they found her,

    it was clear she had just fallen asleep

    watching the biggest snow flakes

    anyone could remember ever seeing.

    Size of a 50 cent piece, they were.

    Light...light as a feather

    sticking to stone wearing a mad woman's

    nobody at home stare

    smiling as if...

    she had never been warmer.






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    Friday
    12Feb2010

    Anti-depressants Often Fail

    NewsDaily: Study in mice shows why antidepressants often fail
    NewsDaily (2010-02-12) -- Antidepressants fail to help about half of the people who take them, and a study in mice may help explain why. ... > read full article

     

    For the study, Hen and colleagues needed to reach serotonin receptors in just the right part of the brain.

    To do this, the team used mice that were genetically altered to have fewer serotonin receptors only in the region where the serotonin-producing raphe neurons are located.

    Once the team had mice that had different levels of serotonin receptors in different parts of the brain, they did a behavior test that assesses boldness when mice get food in a brightly lit area.

    Mice on antidepressants usually become more daring, but the drugs had no such effect on mice with surplus serotonin receptors.

    "The most dramatic finding is that the mice that have high levels of receptors in these serotonin neurons do not respond to fluoxetine or Prozac," Hen said.

    But when they reduced the number of these receptors -- or molecular doorways -- they were able to reverse the effect, he said.

    "By simply tweaking the number of receptors down, we were able to transform a non-responder into a responder," Hen said. At least 27 million take antidepressants in the United States, nearly double the number that did in the mid-1990s

    Friday
    12Feb2010

    Tegretol and Dilantin associated with Cholesterol Increases and Cardiovascular Risks 

    Common Anti-seizure Medications May Increase Risk Of Cardiovascular Problems
    ScienceDaily (2009-03-23) -- An important clinical repercussion in the treatment of epilepsy has been discovered. Medical researchers have determined that two of the most commonly prescribed anti-seizure medications may lead to significantly increased levels of cholesterol, C-reactive protein and other markers of cardiovascular disease risk. ... > read full article

    Saturday
    12Dec2009

    Watery (Art) 2008 with Decisive Moments (Verse) 2009

     

     

     

     

    Decisive Moments

     

    I am listening.

    When I can do

    nothing else

    I can at least listen.

     

    I feel detached floating,

     

    I listen to the wind howling

    and the fiery leaves it scatters.

     

    I listen to the spring water

    rushing through the boulders

    cooling the air at the bridge.

     

    I listen to that all familiar voice

    to hear how

    what I am thinking

    sounds like from the other side

    of my head

     

    I can not explain the way

    my mind feels going through

    the motions.

     

    When I can do nothing else

    I can at least listen.

     

    I feel detached floating,

     

    not that feel good ease

    float, more that suspended

    sensory deprivation

    could freak out float.

     

    Decisive moments.

     

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